It's a good sign that I haven't written in close to a year, right? Because I only write on here when I'm feeling low, want to write it down, but don't want anyone to know it's me.
I'm homesick for my past.
i know I'm not supposed to regret. I shouldn't look back. I am so sick of school. I am not in a place I want to be right now. I hate doing dishes. I can never get things clean enough. They always get dirty again. I miss my friends. Oh, oh oh, I miss my friends! I miss them. They do not call. I do not call them. WE had to go separate ways, and it broke my heart a tiny bit. I miss my friends.
I do not have any friends here.
Except at school, but school friends are not real friends. I miss doing things, having adventures.
Tinkerbell is not having much fun in neverland right now. It's all work and growing up, and that's not how neverland is supposed to be.
I do wish I could run away to a place like Neverland ever once in a while. Life is going by too fast and i'm not even doing anything fun with it. I'm being responsible and getting school done. But I hate it. I want to be done.
I am counting the days. I actually wrote down how many days are left until every vacation from school.
There are too many days.
I miss high school even.
Isn't that sad?
Life is more and more like a rollercoaster, and I want to get off the ride sometimes and just be. Neverland, I wish you'd come and get me, just for a day or so. I'm so ready.
