Tinkerbell's Secret #1-and a few more

I was awful to Peter Pan last night...like really awful.  I was being selfish (what else is new?), and he was trying to understand.  But he just doesn't understand.

You see, we live a distance apart.  It's hard for us to see each other.  I went to see him on Monday, when he was sick.  I just wanted him to come see me, but he had other things to do.  I was being silly.  Selfish.  How can I stop being selfish?

He wants to marry me.  We've looked at rings.  I haven't told anyone that we've looked at rings.  Like actually gone into the jewelers and tried them on.  But I have another secret: I'm not sure I want to marry him.  How are you supposed to feel when you want to get married?  Because I don't feel like I'm in a fairy tale.  I get upset with him a lot.  ...like I did last night.  It's more like a nightmare than a fairy tale when that happens.  I don't want to have a forever with him like that.

Good thing I'm in Neverland now...where I don't have to grow up or make those kinds of decisions.